it's been several weeks since you moved to another office. it's been several weeks of asia shift and it has been a lot tiring for me. it's easy to get lost inside a looong task... i don't know if i have started to make a direction for my life or i have just been lost in the flow of things. it's easy to get lost track of time when there's so many things to do. even my weekends have lots of plans in them. i find myself feeling disappointed during check points that meet me in the eye saying "hey you, you have several things planned out. stop wasting time and start focusing on what you want." i have finally told you my secret fear, my secret regret. but im still firm on my word. it's just something in the present, i know that whatever we have now will never be in the future.

i hope i know what im doing. i miss you.

SONG: two is better than one - boys like girls
BOOK: brida - paolo coelho
IM FEELING: contemplative

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