i can't wait to watch '500 days of summer.' it seems such a pretty movie, something that would tug your heartstrings as well as make you remember all the familiar memories. yesterday was unexpected... i guess it's more fun when you aren't worrying about typecasts, and definitions. i like it, when you enjoy just the company of a person without minding them terms. watching the trailer of '500 days of summer' i could understand perfectly what summer was trying to say... "we're young, we might as well have all the fun while we can." it's such a tragedy though, i feel warped since i know at the tip of my brain that our story is doomed to die. we would just stay friends in the end. and this is like a double-edged sword: on one hand, im carefree since i know it's just the best way to enjoy the moment, on the other hand, i think im keeping myself from enjoying our afternoons too much because i know ill miss you. ill miss you... and it's not a nice feeling because there's no good reason for it, just prejudice from other people. not enough reason, but forceful enough. i guess id always remember these afternoons. and the weekends.

People moving all the time
Inside a perfectly straight line
Don't you wanna curve away?
When it's such…
It's such a perfect day
It's such a perfect day

Now the sky could be blue
I don't mind
Without you it's a waste of time...

SONG: strawberry swing - coldplay
BOOK: middlesex - jeffrey eugenides
IM FEELING: guilty

{ snap! }